April Spring

When I decided to retire and do 'nothing' for a while or at least a year, some friends said that I will be bored after 3 months. April marks my third month of being a lady of leisure. I must say that it has not really been a total leisure in a sense for I have been busy here there and everywhere. And definitely not bored yet. With May promising to be an even more eventful month, insyaAllah ,  I will definitely pass the 3 months yardstick with flying colors. 😁

One thing though the pleasure of not having work pressure and I-can-do-anything-I-want flip-hair attitude is slowly wearing down. Especially after the national tragedy of flight MH370. I keep having this feeling of helplessness and I-wish-I-can-do-more creeping in more often than I like. Usually I can shake off any issues outside of my circle of influence easily. But this time the feeling still lingers. Somehow. I reckon the tragic incident has affected me more than it should. Not that I know anyone on the plane personally. 

I also find that I get riled up more easily. To some friends who suddenly find me being defensive and aggressive over the matter of how the govt is handling the situation, please bear with me. It must be post retirement blues. Well, I have to blame it on something. 😁

One thing for sure my feelings is still for the family of those on board MH370 and I have faith that our govt has done all the right thing in handling the situation. If there is any conspiracy or external politics or even worldwide politics, I am playing dumb for now. 

We shall wait and see. 

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