C'est La Vie

It's certainly difficult to describe the feeling that goes inside me right now. Now that it's final.  It suddenly becomes real with the letter in my hand. I am leaving the company which I have been working with for more than half my life. 

Though I have been looking forward to the day at the same time the feeling of sadness slowly creeps in out of no where. 

I have to admit that I am so looking forward to not having a sales target and KPI and yet I shall miss the scene in the meeting room discussing business plan and the action on the field. 

I am not so worried about the people whom I have known some for more than 20 years as I shall make sure that we will stay in touch. I will make sure of that. And anyway with modern technology, it should not be difficult to keep in touch. 

Oh well. Much as I hate farewells I will still have to go through it. I will certainly need to practice my farewell speech without bursting into tears! 

Wish me well!