Thursday, 25 September 2014

Till Death do us Part

So I lost two of the most important men in my life just about a year apart. My husband in July last year and my father last week. It was tough the first time but I must say that I was more prepared the second time around. 

But it both cases, the death left behind vulnerable people to be looked after. Earlier it was my two girls and now my mother.

After 14 months my girls have taken on life challenges pretty well I must say. Being young and with so much to go for in life, there are plenty to keep them occupied physically and mentally. There is not much time to grieve for too long. Maybe occasionally, I must admit, especially during certain events that we have to go through, but overall they are okay. The 3 of us are okay. Alhamdulillah.

My mother on the other hand is more fragile. Physically as well. Well, what can one expect.  She is 91 going on 92 years old. (My father was 97 when he died. He would have been 98 in December 14). She is as well as she could be for a person at that age actually. Nothing major to complain about, if you ask her.

And she has been married to my Dad for more than 70 years. I hate to think that she is going through what I have gone through last year. For a person who have been together for that long, I am sure there is a much bigger hole left in her heart. But then again she is a person who holds firmly on "Qada" and "Qadar". So I am hoping that her grieving will not be too deep nor too long.  InsyaAllah. 

May Allah ease her pain and keep her strong physically and emotionally. 

Aameen. 

          

Thursday, 18 September 2014

My Father


When I die, I want to die the way my father did

My father died three days ago. And in my opinion, he died in husnul khatimah. And on his last hour, he was surrounded by his loved ones; his wife, children and some grandchildren even.  I thought it was a beautiful ending fit for a person who has led a good life. 

My father was a very unassuming man with a quiet nature and gentle humour. He was not a person who talk much but when he did it was to be reckon with.

He was never a person who like to trouble others and right to his last few days he was still putting everyone else above himself. For that, I believe Allah has ease his pain and ease his path to meet his Creator. And Allah has also ease everything else in preparation for his burial. 

Allahuakbar. Allah is Great. 

We are sure going to miss him and his demeanour. There is no one on earth who is like him. Thats for sure.  And he is sure one tough act to follow. 

May Allah place him among the solihins and grant him jannah without reckoning
Allahummaghfirlahu
Allahumathabbithu

Aameen.